I have my fingers crossed....

There is a lot of stuff about me which even the closest of my pals don't know about. Random stuff, such as I keep imagining how would my sister react when I run away for a world trip from home (which is never going to happen *wink*). Everybody has some random details which are not worth telling to others. I had one such random detail, hmm, online secret, should we say, about me. I loved this particular blog...

I can't recall how I came across this blog for the first time. But I'd been hooked ever since. I never marked it in the following list or blog roll and all that jazz. And still I used to visit it everyday, hoping for a new post. So much so, that the name of her blog became the password for my lappy. There are things which tend to stick with you. Her words were one of them. The reason why I loved this blog so much was precisely because the author of the blog was exactly my age. Blogging for her seemed to be a refuge from the world around her. She was from  Constitución, i suppose. She never posted anything very specific about her life, just random ponderings and thoughts. Her thoughts were exactly like mine. Only that she cared enough to post them. I didn't. It was fun going to someone else's blog and reading your own thoughts. A frequent blogger she is.

Sadly enough, she has not posted in a long time now. And I'm scared. I have this stupid, stupid premonition that she is not well or something. She lived in the town which suffered the maximum damage in the recent earthquake to have hit 53 countries. While working, while studying, I keep wondering what she would be doing right now. Is she all right? If she is, why isn't she posting something? I can't comment or get in touch since she'd always disabled comments on her blog. She might wouldn't even know that I exist on other side of the globe. And she hasn't posted anything since the quake. 

I know I think way too much. I know I should better worry about thousand other things in my life which are not right. I know she might be plain busy or not in a mood to post anything. But it's been quite some time now and it's strange because she used to post everyday. E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y

I'm not selfish or waiting for her post to kill my boredom. I just hope she is alright. 

We have been taught to believe that negative equals realistic and positive equals unrealistic ~ Susan Jeffers 


6 comments:

Abhinav | March 6, 2010 at 7:37 PM

:-|

but what?

The Crystal Heart | March 8, 2010 at 1:04 AM

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One of the beautiful Amazing Creation of "GOD"
You can see her divinity in form of a "MOTHER
You can feel her Care in form of a "SISTER"
You can feel her Innocence in form of a "DAUGHTER"
You can feel her Warmth in form of a "FRIEND"
You can feel her Passion in form of a "BELOVED"
You can feel her Dedication in form of a "WIFE"
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"HAPPY WOMAN DAY MADAM"
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Beat99 | March 18, 2010 at 1:04 AM

well now I hope she is ok!

Serendipity | March 18, 2010 at 12:24 PM

well, has she posted? :)

I had a blog i loved too - it was Riverbend blog, about a girl in Iran. her last post was that she was fleing the country with her folks, and shes not posted since. I wonder if she ever made it across ..

Prianca | March 25, 2010 at 10:46 PM

@ abhinav
but nothing :/

@ beat99
amen! thanks for visiting

@Serendipity
no, she hasn't posted yet!
yeah, things like these happen. internet is both a crazy and wonderful place to be

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