Looking back....


I slept last night with an empty soul.....

And woke up this morning with an even emptier soul. Yes, I offically hate weekdays where I know I'm not going to anything productive. Thoughts delude me. And the place where I am right now is not exactly the place where I want to be/should be. This is my classroom, where I have learnt virtually nothing. Oh yes, I forgot, I have had lessons in pessisism and wasting talent on trivial issues here.
There are things which are far more exciting and satisfying than finishing an assignment on make -sentences in your post graduation. I often wonder, what was that ass of a professor smoking when he gave us an assignment on make sentences and other frivolous topics. No, seriously, somebody tell me this is a bad, bad dream.

I compare my current situation to the weekend which just went by:
  • I had my very first Lindt Dark Chocolate in Chilli Flavour, spent an entire day with Dad.
  • Before having my very first chilli chocolate, I had woken up from my deep sleep from the previous night.

  • Before going to sleep for the day, I had my first major accident. Luckily, we managed to escape unhurt.

  • Before having my first brush with a major accident, I was roaming with my bestest girlfriends in CP, late till night. I realised photosessions with girl friends are fun, and so is flirting with random, cute guys and chocolate truffle pastries taste best when shared.

  • Before spending time with my friends, I was with my best pal, sitting in comfortable silence, savouring chinese food.

  • Before having Chinese food, I was wandering aimlessly around Delhi, soaking in the beauty of a cold but snug winter afternoon in my City.

  • Before going out to roam in Delhi, I was working on assignments, articles, friend's work and what not.

  • And so, my life keeps on going backwards becuase it's more interesting to me that way rather than looking forward to the whole week ahead, major part of what will be wasted in this stupid classroom where I regret to say, but haven't managed to learn anything.

P.S. - Oh, btw, I saw this really beautiful vodka bottle in the supermart yesterday in wine section. The vodka was pink in colour and beared the slogan, "The world's most beautiful vodka". (Yup, such a category does exists). Guess what was the name of this imported spirit? It was PINKY. yayyy. .............(another reason for me to love my fav poison and my kiddish nickname). ;))


Smile, for tomorrow will be worse. ~ Author Anonymous




7 comments:

peter | January 18, 2010 at 9:16 PM

I liked the way you have written it, the theme compliments your pattern and vice versa..

Dun worry,I never learn things in the classroom, you have better stuff to do when you are with people breathing around you, so register things in those cells of your brain working as sub-conscious mind and then retrospect you will be able to relate more and learn even more :)

Btw, this is the weirdest way I cud have given you this suggestion :P

PINKY - okay that's a certified girlie name/virtue.. !

pb | January 18, 2010 at 10:40 PM

goin crazy ??
monday blues..
get a grip gal

Abhinav | January 19, 2010 at 10:34 AM

looked like reading a movie in reverse gear!

I liked..

ahem.. the post now..

classrooms are not intended to be classrooms anymore.. sad but true...!

Pinky! does it taste sweet as well?

The Crystal Heart | January 20, 2010 at 1:13 AM

Genius Angel If U Want To Gain Knowledge From Your Class, Add Something Everyday 2 Ur Mind.
But If U Want To Gain Wisdom, Remove Something Everyday From Ur Mind..


Madam If You fond of counting Your Own troubles, but You do not count Ur own joys. If You counted them up as You ought to, You would see that every lot has enough happiness provided for it

God Sake Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great ones make you feel that you, too, can become Great...

Whoever u may be, Wherever life leads u,You Are always
a Mom's child, A Dad's dream, A Family's future, A Frd's heart &
Someone's life!!! Be d best of it..You can't make a place for yourself under the sun if you keep sitting in the shade of the family tree.

P.S :- Genius Angel If You Get all Answers, Life changes its question..Put your interest in the future, because you're going to spend the rest of your life there.
Stay Khush Take Care God Bless You Cya....

Prianca | January 27, 2010 at 9:21 PM

@ peter
thanku....and no, its not weird. not for me, at least :)

@ pb
no, no monday blues for me.
i have a grip on myself. thank u very much///just tryin not to lose that grip

Prianca | January 27, 2010 at 9:22 PM

@ abhinav
thankie.
nd sadly, i havnt tasted that drink yet...it was shit expensive to be afforded by a perenially broke student like me

Prianca | January 27, 2010 at 9:23 PM

@ the crystal heart
this is the best comment i have had from you till date.
thank you :)